An Update for Luke!

A quick little blurb on Luke's pursuit for graduate school...

As I have mentioned previously, Luke applied to Western Michigan and to Findlay University in Ohio to their physician assistant programs.  So far, Luke has heard back from Findlay.  They wanted further information on him.  This is a good sign! While, an acceptance from Findlay would mean a move...once a gain...and further from family...it would also mean Luke is on his way to becoming a PA! No word from WMU yet, but that doesn't mean they're not interested yet. 

On another positive note; my very gifted husband has managed an A in Physics and B+ in Chem 2.  I'm so proud!  He's so smart, I don't know why he's so worried about getting in somewhere. : D

Please continue to keep us in your prayers. We know that God has big and exciting plans for both of us; it's the waiting on Him part that is hard.

Post Christmas Blog

Christmas is over...oh how fast it came and went.  We spent this year on the go-go.

To cut down some miles, Luke and I decided to celebrate our Christmas with each other on Christmas Eve morning.  It was great to "pretend" to spend Christmas morning together and relax for a bit.  We then had to gather up our goods and pack for a couple of days to head to Jackson for Christmas with the Bregg side.

The Bregg Christmas was fun! I found that I might have eaten too many buckeyes throughout the night, but I only get them once a year right?  I also learned how to play Eucre and we played that into the late hours of the night with the family.  I hooked now...anyone up for Eucre?? 

We then headed to my parents house so we could wake up Christmas morning with them.  Mom made her famous breakfast casserole.  She only makes it once a year - you don't wanna miss it!  I drank coffee with mom, we opened presents, and played with my Ruger puppy (he's not really a puppy anymore) all before we had to pack up and head to Bronson. 

We were having a brunch with the Butters' down in Bronson and had to make it there about noon.  We had a great time.  It had been a long time since we got to see everyone and the first Christmas in 3 years that we were all together.  We spent the night playing Skip-Bo and then watching a Christmas movie.  We ended up getting home about  10:30pm.  It was a LONNNGGG day. 

By Sunday, we were beat.  We had once more family Christmas with the Gafjken's at  4:00 back in Jackson, but we opted out.  We were sorry that we missed seeing everyone, but it was a long weekend and we needed a break.  The driving was getting out of control too.  Luke also had to wake up early Monday morning to drive an hour an a half to work.  He wanted a break from driving as well. 

Overall, Christmas spent with family and friends was great.  The driving on the other hand got old really fast.
Next year, I vote everyone comes to visit us! : D

Christmas Pictures

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Finally got it working after many many attempts!

Christmas baking! Yummm!

Our Christmas Tree 2010!

The 2010 ornament that we picked out.

Now that I've got this working again, more will come soon.  Just sit tight!

Hope you all had a very blessed Christmas!

~The Butters'

Ready for Christmas!

The cards are addressed and will be mailed tomorrow! Woo hoo! I love sending out Christmas cards to friends and family...I just forgot what it was like to study for finals and how time consuming school can be!  None the less, the cards should be arriving to your doorsteps before Christmas! :)

I have also gotten caught up on our Christmas wrapping and baking!  I love being done with classes and being able to particpate in my favorite Christmas preparations!  I also took some pictures of our Christmas tree so ya'll can get a peak at it.  One of the traditons that Luke and I started when we got married was picking out a Christmas ornament together every year.  Last year we got a traditional "First Christmas" ornament heart and this year Luke picked out a "B" with some bling to it - very classy, I thought.

NOTE: I was going to post pictures, but I am having problems uploading to Blogger...sorry. :(

Semster One: Check!

I did it! I have made it through my first semester of grad school - SUCCESSFULLY!  Finals are done, papers are graded and grades should be in before the New Year. 

I can't believe how fast that all went!  Don't get me wrong, there were parts of the semester I was worn out and ready to be done for good...who doesn't feel like that at some point or another?  Yet, I pushed through and made it! 

Now I have left no excuses to not get these pesky  Christmas cards out.  It's not that it's "hard", but it's time consuming.  My desk has been left a disaster for the last 3 weeks and I'm pretty sure my husband is getting sick of staring at the crap in the bedroom I've thrown into a pile due to lack of time and energy.  While I have my list of  Christmas Break To Do'S - I do plan on taking a little time for myself for the next few weeks.  I have a new book picked out that I have yet to read, "At First Sight" by Nicholas Sparks, girls nights with my besties and running.  Although, the running part is going to take some serious motivation from me to get back into.  I desperately need it though! 

All in all, I am very happy with the way the semester went and how it ended; papers were a success as well as finals.  I'm so ready to veg out for a bit though.  I feel that it has been much deserved!

Happy Finals Day!

~The Butters~

A cute cartoon that demonstrates what my life has been like the last week. Enjoy!

A Running Start...

I dislike New Year's Resolutions.  So don't mistake this for one.  I am simply setting a personal goal for 2011. 

Last year I told myself I would run a 5k in the spring and in the fall.  I only completed part of that goal.  I completed a 5k in the spring but was unsucessful in the fall.  However, I'm setting a different goal this year.  My goal is to run the same 5k in March 2011 and and beat my personal time.  I also, by the end of 2011 would like to have participated in at least 5k's with the hopes of completing a half marathon.

I know excuses are useless, but I have let life get the best of me this past summer and fall and I have gotten out of running. So starting tomorrow I plan on hitting the gym hard and going doing so all through Christmas break.  I also plan on scheduling it in for next semester.  I make time for work, class and homework.  I will make time for running as well. 

I'm feeling pretty ambitious about this! 
So, I am off to bed as I have an early morning if I'm going to be on top of running for 2011!

PS - I know I haven't sent out Christmas cards yet...I have them, I have yet to make time for them.  I am such a slacker. Two more finals and I'm done! I promise to have them out this week!

Wicked!

I promised a review on Wicked today...one word; AMAZING!

I'm still not sure which aspects of the show were my favorite.  Between the amazing set, dancing, music and comedy; it was all great! 

I was pleasantly surprised that the show was full of cute little comedic scenes.  My favorite was the "Popular" scene...I think.  It's hard to pick. :D

Overall, I think it's a great show and it's totally work the money to go and see it. 

If you ever get a chance - do it!

Papers, Posters and Proficiencies - OH MY!

I promised you a blog with pictures...however life has been taking over lately. I apologize for this...but here it is none the less:

I'm almost done with classes, but I'm super swamped with work.  I guess this is the life of a full time grad student...  In the meantime, I'm trying to get waived from my Research and Statistics courses so that I can take extra electives and possibly do an independent study on neurological rehabilitation.  So, again, my schedule for next semester is completely up in the air.  That also includes my works schedule.  I have the type of personality (in case none of you have noticed yet) that I need plans....I thrive off of schedules...and I like them in advance.  I will still have this in advance, just not as in advance as I thought.  I will survive.

...And as if school wasn't enough to think about; Luke and I have been dealing with our own issues.  I swear this school "stuff" is getting to us and making us both crazy!  Luke was sick last week with the flu and I've been fighting some symptoms of it, determined NOT to get it full throttle.  So far...good. 

I am also preparing to go to Wicked this weekend!  I am super excited to see this play! I've wanted to see this play since I was a senior in high school!! It only took me 5+ years to finally see it...it's not that I was busy or anything....  ;)  However, my original date cancelled and now I have no idea who I will be seeing this show with.  I guess as long as I get to see it right??? 

*You can look for my personal review on that Saturday morning sometime - I promise! :D

Aside from papers, posters, and proficiencies, I've been in a mad rush to try to get our Christmas cards out!  Yet, I do not foresee them getting in the mail til' next week.  Sorry - I tried, but if you're waiting for one from us, it'll be in the mail next week. :)

That's all I've got for ya now...basically the same ole', same ole'.  I'll post some pictures for you and be blogging again Saturday morning.  Until then...have a great week!

God Bless,

~The Butters' ~

And NOW your long awaited pictures....

The "Sisters" at Thanksgiving 2010!

The "Crazed" Couple taking a break from work and school to go on a "Hockey Game Thanksgiving Date."

My crazy schedule for the week. Blahhhhh!!!

Messy Messy Desk...It's a disaster, has been for the past two weeks as I've been finishing up projects.

Books scattered on the floor....literally, this is what poor Luke has had to deal with for the past 2 weeks. (At least they're by my desk....)

Seriously....have any of you known me to EVER be this messy before!??!?

Almost There!

I realize I have gone all the way through Thanksgiving without blogging about it and I apologize.  Between celebrating Thanksgiving with three different sides of the family; Butters, Gafkjen and Bregg, and keeping up with homework - my Thanksgiving break flew by!

Needless to say, things went very well!  It was great seeing everybody and spending time with the family. We got our Christmas decorations out and put up as well as our Christmas tree. It is very festive in our home right now.  Now that the snow has hit, it is really starting to feel like Christmas! 

I will put up some pictures as soon as I get through these papers I'm buried in up to my ears!  So while I'd love to elaborate on the past couple of weeks - I need to sum it up by saying; It was good, I'm glad it's snowing, and classes are keeping me on my toes.

Until things start to slow down...enjoy the snow!

Thankgiving Break...Here I Come!

Ahhh, Thanksgiving.  The holidays have officially begun! 


My evening class was cancelled and I don't think I could have been more thankful about this!  I finished up my shift at work, went home and decided to turn on "Norah Jones Holiday" station on Pandora and decorate the apartment!  The apartment now sparkles with reds, greens, golds and flickering cinnomon and spice candles!  The only thing it is missing is the smell of sugar cookies - which will come on Wednesday when I bake them for the Butters' side Thanksgiving dinner.  I will, however, bake pumpkin bread tonight to take to work tomorrow.

Everything about this time of year makes me happy.  It's the time of year when all of us, no matter how old, can act like a kid again.  It's the time of year when goodwill comes alive. (Although I wish this would happen all year 'round - why do we have to wait for Christmas time to show kindness to others?)  It's the time of year when, no matter how cold it is outside, our hearts are warm just with the thought of Christmas.  It's the time of year when people grow closer together out of celebration of the life of Jesus.

As I write these things, I am hit with the realization that not all of these things are true for all people - and this makes me sad.  Some people do not have warm, cozy homes.  Some people do not experience the goodwill of others and therefore will not pass it on.  Some people refuse to smile and laugh at the simple things in life; like Christmas lights, cookies, snowmen, snowballs, cocoa and marshmellows.  Some people will not know the feeling of being close to those who love them.  Yet, the most sad thing is that some people will not be celebrating the life of Jesus.

Even through all of the excitement that the holidays bring, I am always and first most thankful for the life of Jesus and the life that He gave for me.

As I close today's blog about Thanksgiving and holiday cheer, I wish everyone warm homes, love and someone to share it with, laughter and smiles, goodwill and JESUS.  And may be you be thankful for all of them.

God Bless!

~~The Butters'~~

November Update

It dawned on me today that Thanksgiving is next week and with the anticipated break comes unanticipated assignment due dates!   My first semester of grad school is almost complete.  Once back from Thanksgiving break, I have one week of classes and then finals!!  I can't believe how fast this entire year has gone.

Luke and I are growing ever more anxious with his anticipated applications to grad school as well.  The idea that we could BOTH be done with school by the end of 2013 is so exciting!  We both have been working so hard for the last 6+ years - and we only have more work ahead of us for at least the next 2 years, yet it will be all worth it in the end.  Knowing that we are working in professional fields that we are passionate about and enjoy is totally worth it.

In the meantime, I have decided what I want to specialize in as an occupational therapist - finally!  I want to specialize in brain and spinal injuries.  It was hard for me to choose because I think I would enjoy all areas of OT.  However, brain and spinal injuries are universal in that it can happen to ANYWAY at ANY age.  I can only imagine it would be a devastating experience and (if it were myself or a loved one) I would want to know that the person caring for me and helping me recover is committed and passionate about recovery.

Today was Luke's first day out on Opening Day.  I'm still waiting for him to get home, which will probably be about another hour or so...but from his phone call it sounds as if he had a good day.  No luck in getting a deer - but there will be more opportunities.

Overall, things are going well and getting VERY busy.  We are both looking forward to Christmas break and some time off from homework!

Luke's help with the sugar cookies....thanks babe!

Luke and I at the holiday parade in Kzoo this past weekend. :D

A Halloween Blog

I'm in a blogging mood today...

The sun is shining, and I'm enjoying this gorgeous fall day with my best friend!  (And a cup of hot spiced apple cider!)  I cannot believe that it is Halloween already!  October flew by without a warning.  Luke and I have just 6 weeks left of classes left in the semester and then it's Christmas Break! We are both looking forward to break so much!  And as much as I probably don't want to admit it, I am looking forward to the snow.  While the cold is not my favorite, the idea of snowflakes makes my heart flicker in excitement just a bit.

Life in the Butters' household has been very good these past couple of weeks.  However, very busy too.  Things at work seem to be going well for Luke and classes are coming together for him as well.  He is still putting in long days, but the stress level (for both of us) has decreased immensely! Luke has been working on the final touches of his CASPA Application (to apply to PA schools) and is hoping to get out his application to a couple of schools.  He is SO ready to get into school and start his program.  I'm praying that it works out for him.  He's going to be a great PA and deserves a spot in any program (but I may be slightly biased) ;)

School has been going really well for me too and I have been getting A's on all of my assignments and tests.  The best part - I have not lost my cool yet in all the craziness! lol For those of you who know me too well, know that this is a big accomplishment.  It's almost bigger for me than actually performing well in class.  It definitely makes life much more enjoyable for myself and everyone else in it!  My health has been on the mend this past week (overcoming flu like symptoms) and I am ready to start November with a "bang!"  Bring on the big semester papers!

Through it all, I can't help but think about how blessed we are!  Even when things seem a little crazy, life has been very good for both of us and we are both blessed with the ability to work toward our dreams.  We know God has big plans for us and this is all part of it.  All of it makes me very excited to see where 2011 will take us and what it will bring.  :)

So, as I close, I will wish you all a Happy Halloween, Beautiful Sunday and Football Day!
I've got sugar cookies to pop in the oven and cider to drink! :)

God Bless!
~The Butters'~

A Lesson in Leaves

Walking out of work tonight, the sky was that color between night and day and it smelled like leaves.  The air was warm with a fall breeze.  Ahhh....I wish I could have held onto that moment all night.  Yet, when I got home I opened the window hoping that same smell would engulf our apartment - no such luck.  It was gone as quick as it came.

Thinking about the changing of leaves and taking in the beauty of the change (before this wind storm comes through and wipes it all away), I am reminded of the change that takes place in my heart. 

"Therefore if any man is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things passed away; behold, new things have come." - 2 Corinthians 5:17  


I can look at these leaves as the daily change that takes place (or should take place) in my heart; allowing myself to daily die to the world and for the Glory of the Lord and to be renewed in Him. 

In a way, these leaves are a beautiful reminder of that renewal process.  When the change begins to take place, it is a beautiful thing.  While it might be sad to think about the "dying process" we are gauranteed a new life.  Being a Christian is an ongoing change process.  We daily have to commit to "die" to this world and accept new life in Christ. 

Dreaming in OT

You know it's serious when you close your eyes at night and you continue to think of occupational therapy.  Whether it be terms, concepts, class, projects, homework, etc. - it's there.  There is never a break.  My mind refuses to give me a break; even my subconscious. 

Yes, it's official; I am eating, breathing and sleeping with OT on the mind.

Midterm

I feel like it has been too long since my last blog...and the truth is, I've sat down several times to start blogging and then find other things that I need to.  So I decided to take some time today (as I've had plenty of it on my hands having been sick the last 2 days) to get everybody up to date with us.

It's been Midterms last week and this week (not a great time to get sick, but I'm managing).  So far, my midterms have gone really well.  I even scored better on my Neurology test this time around than I did on my first test.  This week I have two more tests to take and I'm feeling pretty good about them.

Registration for Spring 11 classes is this week for us.  I can't believe it's that time of the year already...to register for my second semester.  It's exciting that two more semesters and I'll be practicing in the clinics.

Last Saturday I got to go horseback riding with my mom and realized how long it has been since I've rode.  I woke up incredibly sore...but I am so glad I got to go.  The weekends have been absolutely gorgeous, and going by fast. 

This coming weekend Luke and I will be spending time with the Butters' side of the family on Saturday and having my cousins to out to stay with us for the weekend.  I'm looking forward to having them out as well as spending time with the Butters'. 

In the meantime, I have to get caught up on homework and studying - being sick can kinda set you back a little bit.  But this is the latest news I've got - nothing deep, nothing awe-inspiring, just life. :)

Enjoy!

Something Like Fall

This has been the perfect fall weekend...
Not a whole lot of exciting news to share about the Butters' Family. Nothing new or life changing to report on; life has just been happening. However; I feel as if I've been veiwing life through different lenses these days, and that in itself has made life more exciting for me.
Let's take this weekend for example. Friday night Luke and I had a fantastic Date Night in. I made delicious lasagna and we went and rented a movie and just relaxed. Saturday was a full day, but great none the less. My Uncle Sid and Aunt Amy came up to visit us; as they had yet to see the new apartment and brought us delicious chocolate from Noraway. We went to lunch and had a nice visit with them. Sid couldn't help himself and tinkered with our computers and wireless system. :D
Later, Luke and I headed to Battle Creek to visit his mom and dad. We had a great time perusing through the book store and JCPenney’s. I am very proud to say that I found very cute shoes on clearance for $4.99 – regular $30.00. Yes, I am learning to be quite the bargain hunter! We ended our evening having dinner with Tim and Christy at Don Pablo’s and called it a night.
Today was just as amazing as the previous. On a whim, Luke and I decided to go to Tim and Christy’s to get outside and shoot his gun. The weather was gorgeous and we weren’t getting much studying done sitting inside. The homework isn’t going anyway; but this weather won’t last forever. (Thank Mary Rick for your great advice!)
All the while, I have been soaking up and savoring every moment of this weekend with my husband. The colors, the sunshine, the wonderful smells of fall; I love it all! I have been thinking about last fall and how quickly it comes and goes…and then comes again! This time next fall; according to my academic schedule, I will be applying for graduation from my program already! I know that may be thinking too far ahead, but that’s about how fast it all happens.
Luke and I have been extremely blessed and I admit there are days that we forget that. It’s easy to think about the things we don’t have, the amount of schooling we have left to complete and how “hard” it is to balance life with school and work. I kept thinking to myself that I could not wait for life to “start.” I put my focus on when we were finished with school, when we could start having kids, buy a house, have “real” jobs, etc. Yet, it was this weekend that showed me that the reality is; life has already started. This is it, we are living it right now. It may be different from the Jones’ and the Browns’ or whoever. We may not be trying to buy house, but trying to register for classes. We may not be considering children right now, but considering grad schools. Our life is different from most of the couples we know and our friends right now, but it doesn’t mean it’s not “started.” It’s just on a different track right now and I’ve come to be content with that right now.
Just like fall comes and goes so quickly and back again, so will the time we spend on this route we are on. We will be in a different season before we know it – and I’m sure looking back wondering what happened to this season and how quickly it went.

Fall Fun

I have been meaning to blog like 4 days ago, but we have been having problems with our internet connection.

Anyway, here I am...finding time in between classes and a workout to blog the latest with the Butters'.

This past weekend was a Fall Festival in itself.  I predict that this coming weekend will be one too.  In fact, I predict every weekend in October will be a Fall Festival as this is my favorite time of the year!  October brings crisp, cool weather, sunshine and beautiful colors.  (Mind you, this is the limit to my "Cold Capacity".  Anything colder than 50 degrees is too cold for me.)

This past Saturday, Luke and I drove up to Muskegon to celebrate the wedding of our dear friends; Ben and Suzie.  It was a beautiful wedding on the beach and enriched with gorgeous colors - everything fall!  It was a small and intimate wedding, and was perfect for the two of them!

Sunday, we traveled to Fort Custer and had our Annual Family Fall Walk.  It was a great day, sun shining and light breeze.  Oh how I love this time of year!

October is the beginning of comfort foods, family time and traditions.  I just wish it could stay October for longer than a month.  Before I know it, October will be gone faster than it came.  The tenth month of the year has already begun.  Where did 2010 go!?!? 

Just like that, my time before class is slowly ticking away as well - so I will post a few pictures of the weekend and be in touch for this upcoming weekend.

Have a great week!

~The Butters'

Shake Ur Tailfeathers...It's Thursday!

Thursday came this week with much anticipation!  Aside from work on Friday, it's my Friday to classes.  Thursday means I don't have to think (too hard) about classes or homework for a few days. 

I'm not sure what it was about this week, but classmates in my cohort felt the same way this week.  We're about half way through the semester already and we're at the point in the semester where we need a break - desperately!  However, no break until Thanksgiving.

I'm caught up in a dilemma.  One that I have to be careful in how I wrap my head around, so as not to turn a positive thing into an unhealthy thing.  This is where I would like some of your input and advice.

I'm wanting to lose weight - dun dun dun.... Maybe not so much lose weight as get back into a workout routine which has completely fallen to the wayside with school and work.

I realize that this is not necessarily "positive body image" talk, but it's the truth.  However, I DO want to achieve this in a healthy manner.  My problem is not necessarily motivation, but my full schedule.  By 8pm, I'm not really feeling motivated to workout.  Mornings are a little bit more flexible but often dark out still. (Also with the pending cold weather coming, running outside will not be an option).

I would like a treadmill in our apartment, but I'm not sure I can get away with that as we are on the second floor.

In the meantime, I am trying to go back on my gluten and dairy free diet.  Last time I was on this diet for medical purposes, I felt great!  I am starting to believe that my body really does respond better without those additives. 

So the basic problem is that I literally run out of time at the end of the day when classes and work are over.  Then there's always homework.  I need an hour where I can devote just to being "active".  (And not just walking up and down the stairs of the CHHS.)

Thoughts??

A Year Ago...

I cannot even fathom that October 1st is this Friday already.  My mind will just not allow me to believe it!  I feel like, a year ago, so many things were different.  I don't feel like it was a whole year ago already?? 

A year ago, Luke and I were watching the trees change from the warmth of our small and cozy apartment in Coldwater.  Today, I'm watching the trees change colors from the 2nd floor of the CHHS building at WMU. 

A year ago, I was working my tail off at the clinic, dreaming about the day I'd be working as an OT.  Today, I'm working my tail off on homework so that I can pass my boards and become an OT.

A year ago, I was about 20 pounds lighter.  Today, I'm struggling to find time to work out and trying not to stress *which is inevitably happening* because we all know what cortisol does to your body!

As I write this, I think...I should be doing something productive right now! But the truth is, I need this time.  I need to be able to blog, vent and reflect.  I need this time to focus on "me" for a change of pace, regroup and relax. 

I feel incredibly blessed to be where we are, just one year later.  There are clearly some areas that need to be improved.  Then there are those things that I feel that I'm achieving just fine.  Regardless, it is the end of September and we are celebrating Harvest Season.  This is my favorite time of the year.  I'm just amazed at how fast it got here again. 

I guess I better get going...much to do. :)

Week 3 = Exhaustion

It's only Tuesday and I feel like the week is unending.  Although, I have a big test on Thursday and I'm not quite ready for Thursday to be here yet - I just feel like it should be already.  There has been no real particular reason either.  Things have been going pretty good this week - just learning to retain a TON of information.  Maybe that's the problem.  Maybe I feel like I have a whole week of new information in my head already and it's only Tuesday. I bet that's it...

Luke, on the other hand, has had a rough couple of weeks.  Yes, last week was rough for both of us, but it ended well for me and Luke ended up really sick.  He has been pushing himself so much lately.  I feel somewhat guilty...I leave after him and get home before him.  Between work and classes, he spends about 12 hours a week at home (not sleeping and sleep only accounts for about 35 hours a week).  Work has been incredibly difficult lately for him, as the job of a manager can be somewhat of a challenge.  School has been a challenge as well, Chemistry and Physics.  Needless to say, Luke is burning both ends of the candle. 

As one can tell, managing life, grad school, work and more school - it's been a challenge and we will BOTH be happy when this season is over.  In the meantime, we're gonna keep pressing onward and ask for your prayers.

Have a blessed rest of the week!

~The Butters'

Faithfulness

I feel like I finally have time to sit and blog...although not much exciting happened this week.
Luke and I have been crazy busy with school and work - and I don't foresee that ending until we are both done with school.

So instead of boring you with the reality of my life right now with the daily details, I decided I would blog about God's faithfulness this week.

The week has been physically, emotionally and spiritually draining.  I think the majority of it had to do with the fact that I was not feeling well in the beginning of the week and not sleeping.  No sleep always equates to more stress.  I have been spiritually frustrated this week; asking God to take the pain away, to allow sleep and calm my nerves.  All these things I know God is capable of doing, however, I did not feel any relief or peace for that matter.  It was not until Tuesday night did I recognize what God was doing...

He was teaching me a lesson (I feel like I could sometimes live without the weekly lessons from God as they always cause stress in the beginning).  Anyway - a verse popped into my head on the way home from the doctor's on Tuesday; it was the verse about how Jesus knows our pain, everything we feel He has felt too.  So I replied, "Ok Jesus, you feel my pain.  You know how this is affecting me emotionally, physically, with school, work, etc.  I also know you're capable of taking it away.  I know you will heal me.  Please help me to be patient with Your will."

Then I really, truly had to believe that!  It's hard - but I'm dealing with it.  God also provided peace for me Tuesday night from my wonderful neighbor Cindy.  Moving from stable spiritual supporters and being thrown into the middle of the "big city" as my mother-in-law calls it, God has provided a friend in Christ right next door.  She is such a blessing and encouragement.  While Luke is a wonderful support and encourager, sometimes us girls just need our girls. ;)

Come Wednesday - it was not easier, but God was still faithful.  I had to hand over my struggles back over to God and He took them and said, "I will make this so much easier for you - but you have to have faith."  I was feeling so overwhelmed and as if I didn't know if I was the right fit for my program and everything else I am trying to accomplish.  - Wait, it gets better...

This morning; I was getting ready to leave for class and I felt this tug on my heart that sounded like this, "Please, give me five minutes this morning.  I have wonderful news for you. Five minutes before you leave, please."  So I went back into the bedroom, grabbed my devotional and opened it up for today and started reading scripture;

"For we have become fellows with Christ and share in all He has for us, if only we hold our first newborn confidence and original assured expectation firm and unshaken to the end." Hebrews 3:14

Well, I don't know how He could make it any clearer.  "Really God? Okay, I will obey and finish what I have started, what You have blessed me with in ability and opportunity.  I will carry out these next two years to glorify You so that I may glorify You in the years to come in this profession You have called me to."

I am so thankful I listened to God this morning and read that devotional.  I needed it to have successful day and stress free day.  I know I can always go back to this as well when things get hard.  He has begun a good work in me to glorify Him.  There is now NO doubt that this is His will for my life right now. 

He didn't promise us it would be easy, but He did promise us He would carry our burdens and see us through if we allow Him to.

I have found my peace I've been searching for this week. :)

Life as a Grad Student: Week 1

My first week of grad school is officially over with. It went very well. I did, however, find that by Thursday night I was EXHAUSTED! Friday, I didn’t have class, but we met with an insurance guy (we officially our under health insurance now!) and then I had work the rest of the day. As I got home from work at 5:30, I said to myself, “Whew, what a week. This is gonna take me some time to get reacquainted with classes and work again.” Then I realized it wasn’t even a full week yet! Eghh…


Never the less, I am really enjoying my classes. Interestingly enough, my toughest class is also my favorite class. Neurology is the toughest course that OTs will be enrolled in. (This is said by the professors and the past students). I have found in just two days of classes that they are right. Yet, I am so fascinated by the material that I find myself wanting to dive more and more into the material. I’m such a nerd…The second greatest thing about the master’s program is that all of my classes intertwine together; which definitely helps with comprehension of a topic and studying. Again, I know I’m a nerd…but I can’t help it.

Luke started classes this week as well. He’s taking Chem2 and Physics1 at KVCC four nights a week. Monday thru Thursday he doesn’t get home to late. Thursday nights are his latest night, he doesn’t get home until about 9:30pm. It makes spending time together a little difficult. However, we decided that Friday night would be a date night.

He worked late Friday and didn’t get home until 8:30pm, but when he did get home he surprised me with a dozen red roses. He’s such a sweetheart! Then we went over to Bennigan’s for dinner. We came home, spent some time together and then got back to work on homework and such.

The sweetness didn’t stop there – he woke up early this morning to do some work from home (blechh!) and let me sleep in. When I woke up at 9:00am this morning, he had coffee going, dishes done and starting breakfast!! Can you say, “Husband of the Year Award”!!!?? Especially for the coffee – he’s never made a pot of coffee before and it taste DELICIOUS! - I’m drinking it now!

While we are both very busy with school, work and life right now, we are both very blessed. I count myself very blessed to have Luke as my husband. He helps me out with stuff so much and is my best friend!

Well…we have another busy weekend ahead of us, but I wanted to get this in before things got crazy again. We’re picking up some new furniture (Yay!), going to Office Max (My favorite office supply store!) and then headed to Bronson to visit the in-laws, pick up the skeet thrower, then headed to my parents’ place to shoot skeet, family reunion, and breakfast with the grandparents on Sunday. All good stuff, but I need to get off of here so I can get some things done.

Have a great weekend!

Labor Day Outing

Here it is, I promised it to ya...I was so tired last night after homework and doing laundry that I went to bed instead of stay up and post pictures.  So I thought I'd take some time this morning to do it before it got too far past Labor Day.

Luke and I went to Muskegon to visit our friends Ben and Suzie.  They will be getting married in October and we're very excited and happy for them.  Out of all of our couple friends, I feel that they are the only set of friends that we could go out fishing with and shoot guns with.  Strange - maybe, but they're things that we all enjoy doing.  We went to a car show, shot skeet (aka; clay pigeons - simple terms; round clay disks), and grilled out.  It was the perfect Labor Day! We had so much fun!  Suzie and I shot the rifles too (and Ben's new hand gun) and for all you men doubters out there - we actually hit our targets too! Girls with guns, don't mess with us! lol

Luke and I have been blessed with wonderful friends.  I am even more happy that Suzie found a wonderful man!  She and I have been friends for the last five years or so and I don't think I could have hand picked a better guy for her! 

So no more delay, below you will find pictures of our Labor Day Outing!

Enjoy!

Back to School

Today was my first day as an official OTS (Occupational Therapy Student).  That's right, I have initials after my name now.  It only took me five years, but I have them none the less.  In two years, those initials will graduate to OTR/L (Occupational Therapist Registered Licensed).  Ahhh, the exciting things to a graduate student.

The day started off a little nerve racking.  The night before I had all of my books ready so I didn't have to worry about it in the morning.  However, my days were mixed up.  Due to the holiday, classes started on Tuesday.  In my head, it felt like a Monday; thus, I packed Monday classes' books.  Thankfully, I got to school an hour before class started.  No sooner had I sat down to relax and get organized before class did I realize that I had all the wrong stuff with me.  Dang!  I first panicked, thinking I was going to be late for class as I ran back out to the parking lot and started back for home (fifteen minutes from school with no traffic - yet it was rush hour for the morning).  I said a quick prayer, "Please God, I'm a total bird brain this morning and I would really appreciate green lights and clear lanes so I can get home and get back in time to find a parking spot and get up to my class on time.  Thank you, Amen."  God is good! Green lights and clear lanes and got to class on time with like 8 minutes to spare!

I found out during orientation today that I am one of twenty-five students to have been chosen for this cohort.  We are a group of twenty-five out of hundreds of applicants to the number one OT program in the state and ranked nationally.  Wow!  I wasn't sure whether or not to feel extremely blessed or extremely nervous...or both??  The counselor then proceeded that statement with, "Let's talk grades, you get a C; academic probation.  You get another C; dropped from the program, no questions asked." 
No pressure or anything...

I'm very excited about starting this program and all the things I am going to learn.  Luke and I have to learn how to carve out time for each other again as we are both taking classes and gone all night during the week.  We have like three hours together Monday thru Thursday in the evenings.  That is, if we don't have to do homework.  I am confident that God is going to provide and work wonders in our lives and in our marriage.

I have a fun Labor Day Outing to post about with pictures, but it's getting late and I'm beat.  Look back tomorrow - Hoping to have them posted by then.

Good night!

Surgical Wisdom...Tooth

So today is the dreaded Tuesday.  I have to have surgery on my mouth to try to get a very difficult wisdom tooth out. 

I know what most of you are probably thinking..."It's just a wisdom tooh, it'll be fine. Everybody gets them pulled."  This is the thing though; I have always been deathly afraid of medical treatments that are even somewhat invasive.  This may not make since to some of you as you know I'm fascinated by medicine and the medical field.  Seeing the procedures done on other people (or animals) is no problem for me.  It's when I know they will be doing those things to me. 

I know, you may think I'm being a complete wimp.  Call it what you will.  But this is something that is so overpowering that I'm afraid to even have children because of this fear.  IV's, anesesthia, incisions, cutting open my gum to pull a tooth out with the possiblitly of removing some jaw bone - yup, all things that scare me (and more).

So as I try to not freak out before my appointment I would greatly appreciate prayer today.  I know that the outcome will be fine and it's a typical procedure but I need to keep my nerves at bay.

Freshmen Status

I only have about twenty minutes before I have to head to work...that's right, I said it. Work.

It's only Tuesday and I feel that this week has been full of running around. I woke up first thing and went to campus to buy books and get my parking pass for the year. (I wanted to miss the rush and had no idea what that would even look like at a university of this size).
I was so SO sheltered at Spring Arbor University. Nice, quiet, small campus, very friendly, and easy to navigate. So far, Western is expensive; $300.00 for a parking pass. (I paid $0.00 for my parking pass at SAU!) People are helpful, but the campus is small, nor is quiet. I'm such a sheltered girl...The sad part is, I'm supposed to be a graduate student...but I feel like a trifling freshman; awkward, scared, and not a clue what's going on. Great - just the feelings I was hoping to feel when I started my master's.
Books? Well let's just say that my "dream library" is increasing rapidly at a very expensive rate! While I'm excited about the books (I know, I'm weird like that), it's also a little overwhelming to see the content of my first semester...I keep telling myself, "Good thing I'm smart!" (Just for a surge of encouragement so as not to get stressed and overwhelmed before it all even starts) Sounds like a freshman huh? Yup - back to freshman status again...
I know that I will get back into the swing of things once classes start - it's just intimidating in the beginning. And I thought I would feel confident and sure of myself because I made it into grad school...pshh, right! lol
On a good note, I like my new job. It's gonna give me the inside scoop and heads up to my program - YES! My boss is also great to work with! I'm hoping that with a few weeks, I will no longer be the one who doesn't know what's going on...I hate that feeling. lol Leave it to my type A personality huh?
Anyway, life is good. It’s flying by like a jet plane – but it’s good. I feel so blessed to be able to study and work at a university like this. While slightly nerve racking at first, I know that I’ll get a handle on it soon and be a pro before I know it!

Idle Time, Idle Minds

It's amazing how God can change your heart in such a short period of time!

I have been struggling with not having any ambition to really dive into things lately.  At church Sunday Pastor Beth said something that really struck me, "Idle time, idle minds."  While she was using this in reference to raising up teenagers; God spoke to me through the very statement.

I have been idle all summer.  I also have had goals to achieve things this summer, yet I remained idle.  My ambition to achieve things, whether it was exercise, spend time in God's word, praying, etc.  I lazily chose to stay idle.  What a waste!  The last couple weeks I have been so discouraged, I couldn't figure out why nothing seemed to be happening, why I didn't have a thoughtful thought process.  I wanted to feel "awake" and "alive" again.  I prayed to God, "Show me what I need to do, why do I feel this way?  What's wrong?"
He provided His answer to me Sunday.  While it may have not been the answer I wanted, it was very blunt and it was truth.

"Idle time, idle minds."

I have not been feeling anything because my mind has been idle.  My mind has been idle because I haven't been cultivating my time, nor my mind.

When you ask God for answers, He gets right to the point doesn't He?

After the service on Sunday, I joined a small group.  I decided it was time to truly cultivate my mind and my mind is where resistance begins.  I joined the group, Battlefield of the Mind.  We will be reading and discussing Joyce Meyer's book, "Battlefield of the Mind."

I have also made a personal commitment to start each and everyday with a daily devotion.  I have made this statement before and it has always fell to the wayside - but I'm getting rid of resistance in my life, so I have no excuse now. :)

Thirdly, I have decided that worrying and fretting about my fall schedule is just another tactic that Satan is trying to use to slow me down.  I know that God has amazing plans for my future and I'm not about to let fear and doubt get in the way of that. 

Last but not least, I will schedule gym time into my daily schedule; just like work and class.  I am tired of making excuses for not being able to live an active and healthy lifestyle.  Resistance again, but not anymore!  I'm feeling very confident and renewed by this realization. 

I have realized that if change is to take place, it has to begin in the mind.  If our minds are idle, we are not going to move forward.  Satan wants that - he wants us to be idle and resist what we know we should be spending our time on.  Idle time, idle minds is what Satan strives for in our lives.  God has bigger and better plans for our lives.  So I'm going to cultivate my mind and spend my time wisely.

Twenty Something...Take 1

So I know I posted earlier today, but I'm in a much better place now. :)

So I was going through some old books today and I found a book that was given to me as I graduated from college, it's called "Everything Twentys - Designing  your best decade."  I hadn't read it yet, just skimmed the pages and thought - I should read this...the twenties don't last forever, I wanna get this right!  It takes a biblical perspective to designing a healthy image, relationships, work, faith, money and diving into culture as a Christian.  So the next few weeks my blogs may tell a little about this book as I find things interesting. Maybe ya'll can gain something from it too - even if you aren't in your twenties. :)

So the first three pages into this book, and I already thought, "Wow, I'm proud to be apart of this generation!" Second thought, "Whew, it's good to know that I'm not the only one who feels that way."

Why are we told that if we struggle with an issue, feel overwhelmed with life or move back in with our parents after college, wait to get married or have children are we told we're wrong and "not normal" if those are the very things that define our generation?  (Not the only things obviously, but a few for an example.)

As being a generation in our twentys we share: Experiences, Values, Trends and a Future.

"The twentys generation is poised to make a massive collective difference in the world.  This generation's strong bond of shared experiences, values, and trends gives you everything you need to take on your shared future.  You are on the edge of something big, ready for whatever challenges lie ahead.  You've been raised up for such a time as this!"

Another surprising factor of the first chapter of this book discusses the importance of twentys developing not only a sense of who they want to become as an individual and in Christ, but the importance of health.  All this time, I was being told by older generations, "Ah, you're young.  You don't have to worry about that now."  When the reality is this book is telling you to consider health risks NOW (because it all begins in your twentys).

So far, this book has just reiterated what I wrote about this morning, "Stop wasting time, and get going - it's not gonna last long and I can't get this time back."  When you think about twentys only being ten years, and never being able to get this time back I'm only that much more pushed to make it my best.  If I can get this decade under control, spiritually, relationally, emotionally, etc, then it will only make my thirties that much better!

Living in the Now

This morning has started off slow...I slept in very late (later than I normally would by far)  Last night was a long night, so I justified sleeping in til' almost 10am because of that.  Here it is 10:30 and I'm still contemplating on what I'm going to accomplish this morning.  So I decided to start with blogging this morning.

Lately, I have been in and out of these 'funks' that won't seem to leave me alone.  Luke and I have been under a lot of stress lately; new job, one income, paying for classes, new classes, new lifestyle, etc.  I feel that the true craziness hasn't even begun, and I'm already stressed out about it - not a good way to start things off.  But I got this right? 

Yesterday, is when I realized it.  I realized that I'm not spending time doing the things I need to be doing right now.  You may be asking yourself, "What are you talking about?   You have all the time in the world this summer, how could you be spending in wrong?" Well...you know all those things back in the winter I said I wished I had time for but didn't?  You know, like getting back into my devotions, praying with God more than the average Christian, diving into His Word, and exercising so that I can feel better.  With all this time I've been given this summer I have done....none of those things.  It's then I realized that I'm missing the boat.

It sucks that I realized this the last week of my care-free summer.  Yet, so life goes right?  We always miss the boat and then realize it at the last possible moment.  Shoot, even my blog entries have been kinda "lifeless" lately.  I haven't had or done anything profound all summer.  This could have been my sabbatical summer - wait, this WAS my sabbatical summer and I blew it.  I will probably never get this time back - EVER.  Crap, so what now?

Well, I figure I got two ways to look at this loss of time.  One: I can keep moping around, I've wasted too much time as it is to try to make up for anything.  or Two: I pick my sorry self up and I DO something about all those things I mentioned earlier.  In the end, it doesn't really matter how much time you really have getting right, just that you get it right - right? 

So I guess today starts the beginning of actually getting it right.  I'm going to stop focusing on the future and being stressed about things that I can't even control at this point and start focusing on the present.  I've already missed too much time, I don't to miss anymore.  I'm going to make the most of the next week and not stress about classes and time and things that I can't even control.  I'm going to try to live in the NOW, not the LATER.

 The 'later' is always subject to change anyway...based on how we live our 'now'.

Anxiously Waiting...

Yesterday I was in a funk.  It happens once in awhile.  Then I went and had dinner with a really good friend and was excited to hear that she's getting married next summer; and asked me to be a bridesmaid.  I am so happy for her!  Then I went to my mom and dad's and got to ride horses and see family.  By the time I got home, I was outta my funk.

 Not to say that I didn't have to go through getting lost in Battle Creek at 10pm on my way home because traffic was backed up for miles and arguing with Luke on the phone over directions before it got better...

But that's life...right?  Up, down, and back again.  Why is it that I feel Luke and I waste precious time spent together arguing over little things or I get upset or overwhelmed?  I feel like I miss all the exciting stuff going on around me.  I have friends all around me planning weddings and there are days I wanna say to them, "Enjoy dating...marriage doesn't make life easier."  But at the same time I wish someone would remind me to, "Enjoy being married, it's a blessing!"  Ahh, life...so complicated some days. 

I am getting more and more anxious as the month progresses.  I am anxious to start classes.  I can't wait to officially start training for my career, but at the same time I'm very nervous about it.  I know I've said it before; but I'll say it again.  So then I asked myself, "Why am I nervous?"  This is what I came up with:

> I'm afraid that I'll be in over my head with classwork, work, and being a wife. 

> I'm afraid that with Luke being in school and working in Jonesville again, things between us will get a little bit more stressful as we won't get to spend quality time with each other.

> I'm afraid that I'll get overwhelmed with classes and forget why I'm doing it in the first place.  I don't want to lose my passion.

> I'm afraid of being sick and trying to manage pain with class and work.

> I'm nervous about getting lost (how silly is that, but still true).

I know some of you may be thinking, don't worry, it'll work out.  Yet, they're still legit fears.  Some of which, I'm aware, will probably never come about (statistically speaking).  The sooner I start the program and can see that, the better off I'll be. 

Okay, so there, I admitted to myself and you why I'm so anxious about starting classes in less then a month.  I know things will work out in the end, but some days it's hard to see that when I'm overwhelmed by scary stuff. 

In the mean time, I going to do what I can to prepare myself for class.  Get organized and stay organized so it's not an issue when the crazy schedule starts.  And most importantly, enjoy this time I have with Luke now (without the bickering) before life gets crazy. 

As the Summer Continues...

Life has changed a lot since the 29th of July. For starters, I learned how to make a really great batch of rice krispies! This is a big feat for myself, since the last batch was about 8 years ago and were so hard that the dogs would not even touch them! But on a serious note, there have a been a few changes in the Butters' household in the last couple of weeks.

Let's begin with the biggest news; Luke has changed jobs, again. He is now back working for PcA of Jonesville for Andi and Joyce as the Office Manager. This job, has come about after much prayer and careful consideration. However, we believe that this is going to give Luke the opportunity to learn a whole new aspect of the medical career he is pursuing. I am very happy for him as I know that he is very happy to be back working for PcA.


As far as myself goes, I am preparing for classes to start in the next couple weeks and starting my new job on the 23rd. I am very excited about classes but nervous at the same time. One of the major purchases that we have made in preparation for school are new computers. It was a must for both of us. Luke will be taking classes at KVCC as well. Computers that function properly are a necessity for college. It was the biggest expense that we knew we had to make, but it is now out of the way!


Aside from preparing for classes and the new jobs; life has been pretty standard. However, it has been enough to keep us busy. For fun, I have been expanding my cooking abilities (now that I have more time for meals) and have found that I thoroughly enjoyed cooking meals and baking. I think Luke is enjoying the hobby as well. :)


I can't believe how fast this summer has gone by. I thought last summer was busy and went by fast, but summer 2010 has proven to fly by as well. I also am shocked at how much things have changed just since we've moved to Kalamazoo. All this to say, that God is good and I am more and more convinced that Luke and I are right where God wants us to be right now. It's wonderful confirmation to have when it has been such a faith based decision/move on our part.

Thank you for all of you who continue to pray and support us.

God Bless,
~The Butters'

This is week has flown by! I can't believe it's the last week of July 2010 already! So much has happened within the last week...
For starters, I pulled off Luke's surprise party on Sunday. It was a success! He was surprised and we a good group of people show up. It was so great to see everybody after having moved to Kalamazoo. It was also great to see Luke so happy, surrounded by people who love and support him. He needed that.

We went from a fun-filled day on Sunday, to driving down to Jonesville so he could suture a finger...Luke got to do it himself, and he did great! I think it only re-confirmed the fact that Luke is gonna make an excellent doctor someday. I believe he's gonna be a doctor that not only knows what he's doing, but someone who genuinely cares about his patients. He wants to make a difference in the world, and I believe with my whole heart that he will!

As the week draws to a close, we are both very thankful for it! While the week has gone by fast, it has also been a long week. Little things have been popping up all over that have caused us to be a little "off". However, I finally got the new computer yesterday! It's so great that all the keys work on it, the screen works, the battery works, ahhh...new computer! It was determined that I would need a new one for school and we found the new one at Office Max (great place to shop for office supplies!) for a VERY good price.
Tomorrow is Thursday already, and I feel like I still have a lot of work to do. Tomorrow we are meeting people for dinner and I'm gonna be busy all next week! Then it'll be the second week of August before I know it! Which means I will be starting my new job soon and school!

That's the latest and greatest with the Butters'. I'll keep ya updated!

His Grace is Sufficient

The last few weeks, my joint pain has been getting worse. What, I thought was just my muscles and joints adjusting to my training for the 5K has turned into something more. Glucosemine vitamins have not been helping the situation. Last night I was in so much pain I was up all night. Sleep has been something I have not been getting enough of lately...

I am very frustrated and have been praying about the issue of "pain" a lot lately. Not only have I been struggling with joint pain, but I also deal with Endometriosis on a regular basis. Just when those symptoms seem to dissipate, I'm hit with severe joint pain. This type of pain makes it very hard to even walk without being in pain.

Let's take the 4th of July...We parked a couple miles away from the beach and had to walk. I am an active and fit person. I should not be complaining of pain in my hips just to WALK a mile or so. I don't mean to complain, but it gets so frustrating at times. If it's not the hips, it's the female issue...and vice versa.

I find myself relying on 1 Corinthians 12:9;

"But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect weakness.' Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me."

After some research, I have found that Rheumatoid Arthritis runs in my family, hip replacements and joint problems. I feel that I am too young to be dealing with RH right now. I can't even ride horses anymore without being in some kind of pain. I keep praying that I will be reminded daily that God's grace is sufficient for me. That Christ's power is made perfect in my weakness. I know that He is the true healer; God can take away all of my pain. Whether that pain be related to Endometriosis or my joints.

In the meantime, I have been encouraged to get blood work done to test for sure what my joint pain is caused from. Blood work is something that I have to stay up on for my other issue as well. I get so frustrated...even writing about this makes me angry. Why do I feel like I have bad genes? It's bad enough that I have Endometriosis to begin with...but the idea of possibly developing RH at the same time? Really God? Really??

What is He trying to teach me? What am I supposed to learn through this? I'm supposed to be the one who helps people deal with this someday? Now I feel like I need occupational therapy!

If anyone is reading this, and this is more than just me venting about things; I ask for your prayers. For both of us. Luke is doing so good at encouraging me and trying to help me feel better as well as being a spiritual support. However, I know it weighs on him as well.

In the meantime, I'm told to take it easy and to stop training for my 5K... :(

Our 1 Year Anniversary

Luke got coffee spilled on him. :(

Today is Day 1 of Year 2! I can't believe it, yet here we are!

Luke and I had a wonderful weekend up in Mackinaw City and Mackinaw Island. The weather was gorgeous and views were breathtaking! We even ventured up into the U.P. to the Tahquamenon Falls. Luke had never seen them before...they were a lot bigger when I was 10, but still fun to see!

It's amazing how fast time goes when you're having fun. This summer has been fantastic! Now I'm anticipating the start of the semester. I cannot wait to start in the OT program!

Luke's getting signed up for classes at the community college so that he can apply to more grad schools. He has a few schools for the PA program that he's applying to this summer. However, he's also considering Med School up at MSU. I know that whatever he chooses to do, he'll be great at it! He definitely has a passion for medicine and helping people.

Luke got me a ring for our anniversary; the one that I've wanted for the last 8 months! It's beautiful! The best part; proceeds go toward children with Autism as well. It was the ring that I said I wanted when I got into grad school; never did I think I would be getting it for our 1 year anniversary, or in grad school by the time that came around!


So here we are...starting day 1 of year 2. It's a typical Monday...Luke's at work and I've got tons of work to do here at home. Funny how life kicks in huh?

Today was a rainy day. I had originally planned to lay out by the pool and work on my tan and read a book...however the weather had something different in mind. So, instead I headed into Portage and went to the Barnes and Noble and spent a good hour just browsing the books. It made me realize there are SO MANY books that I am interested in reading. The list includes books from Fiction to Classic Fiction, Biographies to Memoirs, to Religious Fiction books, books on religion, not to mention all the travel books that I can only dream about visiting right now.
So I decided that while I'm half way through the summer already, I better get started. There's no time like the present right? For starters, I picked up Kate Chopin's, The Awakening. It was $5, on the B &N Classics list and was a short novel; perfect place to start in my opinion.

After spending some time in B &N I realized that I have always wanted to write...something. I used the excuse that I didn't have enough time. Now I realized that I have all the time in the world right now. What have I been waiting for!? So this got me thinking about what I would write. There are so many different options. I have so many ideas welling up inside! I guess I should start with writing down ideas; that seems to make the most sense right now.

The summer is going by fast. Looking at my calendar and I realized that my weekends are already "booked" until the second Saturday of August. That leaves 3 weeks until classes start! I'm excited and nervous at the same time. I know that the sooner I start, the sooner I'll be done and beginning a career. Hopefully Luke will be getting into school soon as well! I know that he's going to make a great Physcian's Assistant. He has the ability to retain information and expell it back to individuals at a level patients will comprehend. He has a passion for people and medicine. He very clearly puts people first.

I think about all of the amazing things the Lord has done for us in the past year and it makes us very excited about the things to come. We know that the Lord has special plans for us. We know that as long as we continue to seek Him first we are going to be able to do amazing things through Him. I remember being a little girl and telling my mom and dad that I felt like I was meant for something BIG. For a 13 year old, that's pretty intense. I've held onto it and I feel that way now; except that I've been blessed with an amazing partner. It's no longer just about me, but what WE can achieve together to glorify the Lord.

Thanks for reading!

Time to Update the Butters' Blog

What a great weekend! This holiday weekend I spent it horseback riding with my mom, the beach with Luke and his brother and sister-in-law and relaxing. I finally finished my book this weekend, A Soft Place to Land by Susan Rebecca White; time to find a new one!

We're heading into a busy week. I have another interview tomorrow; hopefully this will lead to another part time job that I will be able to start before classes begin in September. I also have loads of laundry to do and organizing. The apartment has some areas that need to be re-organized already.

Luke's new job is going well. He is catching on quickly and liking the work. My July calendar is already full every weekend! I cannot believe that we are coming up on our 1 year anniversary already! Life is crazy like that! We're planning a trip to Mackinaw City...we're both looking forward to it!

Thinking about how fast July is going to fly by, reminds me that I need to get serious about training for my 5k in August. I have been running, but I don't have a routine down yet. I'm finding a hard time getting motivated to run. Time is definitely not an excuse either. You make time for the things you wanna make time for right? Running outside is a lot harder than running on a treadmill. Although, I know it's better for me.

I almost forgot!! We got new additions to our family; two goldfish. I named them Bonnie and Clyde. Come to find out, they have "New Tank Syndrome" which in short is goldfish anxiety. Clyde keeps running into the side of glass and is turnig black. Apparently goldfish need a 50 gallon tank and 10 additonal gallons for every fish. Who knew little Comets required so much space!? So...the search for a bigger tank is on.

Well that's about all the new "news." Happy Fourth of July and God Bless!

~The Butters'~